Being a big girl...

it's a big girl world now

full of big girl things
and everyday i wish i was small

i've been counting on nothing
but he keeps giving me his word
and i'm tired of hearing myself speak
do you get weary? do you ever get weak?
how do you dream when you can't fall asleep?

i've been wondering what you're thinking
and if you like my dress tonight
would you still say you love me under this ordinary moonlight?
i'm so afraid of what you'd say

i'd like to know if you'd be open to starting over from scratch
i'd like to know if you'd be open to giving me a second chance

i used to think i was special
and only i have proved me wrong

it's a big girl world now
full of big girl things
and everyday i wish i was small

~Scratch, Kendall Payne

(Rather than quoting Meredith tonight I will borrow a great song from the ending)

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