Catch up... ugh.

Ok - so I haven't been very good at keeping up in here. Many days seem so ordinary and not worth mentioning - then something huge (or sometimes I just think they are huge) happens and I feel like I can't right about it because I haven't preluded up to it.... like anyone is reading to notice I am sure. But just in case.... ugh. So I am just going to have to stop being "poetic" all the time and just talk. Life just gets so damn busy and thet next thing I know a month has passed and I hope that I made the best of it and will do the same with the next one to follow. I am going to do some seperate entries for different things that have been going on. And random thoughts in my head....